We finished practicing and he tucked me in his coat, laying
his hand over me. I felt safe (I know it’s strange for a gun to ever not feel
safe, but it’s happened).
As he walked, I daydreamed of hunting in the forest. I was
ready. So ready, baby.
But I didn’t see the forest when he took me out.
We were on a street. I sat in his arms and watched the
people. A little kid, his blonde hair flopping on his forehead with every step,
ran by. Boy, he could consume ice cream (mostly chocolate) faster than I could
spit out a bullet on my best day. His mother walked slowly behind him, but when
she saw him nearing the road, she kicked off her heels and ran to him.
I felt a tickle then, like a feather rubbed against my
insides, a sneeze about to erupt within. The trigger.
I looked to my master. His teeth showed, but it was no
smile. It was like looking at the smile of a shark, knowing that if you can see
it, you’re too close.
His hand went cold. Staring into his eyes… Anger. Anger so
hot it had gone cold. He had been under the scolding hot water for too long.
His skin, too broken to heal anymore, had grown numb to its effect. He had no
control.
I didn’t… NO.
He pointed me at them. And my belly lurched as the first
bullets escaped my mouth.
No.
Running. Everyone was running. But there on the sidewalk. A
pair of heels. And a chocolate ice cream, melting into his hair now, mixing and
turning his hair a sick crimson-ish color. The color of death, of dirt and red
clay.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
I’m sorry.
Bloody Sunday. The song by U2 (and the cover by Paramore!) inspired this story. |
I may want to edit that up some, but oh well for now!
Neat perspective! I'm digging the allusion in the second-to-last sentence :)
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